Day 48

LET US LIVE

LET US LIVE

LET US LIVE


WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO LIVE FREE FROM ABUSE

WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO LIVE FREE FROM ABUSE


YOU DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO ABUSE US

I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOUR ABUSE

I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOUR ABUSE OF ME

I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOUR ABUSE OF OUR DAUGHTER


I WILL TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHATEVER I CAN DO TO STOP YOU AND PROTECT US

LEAVE US ALONE

LEAVE US ALONE

LEAVE US ALONE

YOU NEVER WILL

YOU WILL NEVER STOP YOURSELF 

WILL YOU?

WILL YOU?

WILL YOU ADRIAN BLACKBURN?

WILL YOU ADRAIN BLACKBURN?

WILL YOU EVER STOP?

WILL YOU EVER CHANGE?

WILL YOU NEVER CHANGE?

WILL ONLY DEATH CHANGE YOU?

WILL YOU WAIT UNTIL THEN?


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