Day 1
Some posts will be private and maybe some will be public. I am using this blog as a catharsis for me, for my healing, and also for my daughter. So that whatever happens, she will have 'my side' of events. She will have a window into my experience, that maybe will help her to make sense of some things in the future, since she is so young now. There is so much to say I don't even know where to start, nor feel like I really have the time to do this how I would really like. But I just know that I have to do what I can. In the time I have. I hope I get to be around for a very long time. Nika, you are 21 months old, and I am 42, 43 in less than one month. I hope I get to be here for you for as long as you need me. I hope I get to see what a wonderful grown woman you will become. And I hope that I will have been able to do whatever I can to give you some kind of security in this life. There is one more supervised visit this month for New Year's Eve. Then one week later, the ...